boys or men i miss him

So i have a problem i miss my ex but i don't even know why we went on one date then had a distant relationship and for some reason know i am missing him and i cant even be friend of suggest it because i don't have his number anymore. :( If only there was a way i could look u past calls to get his number i don't even know why i miss him i just do. i just had to get that out.\

The tree of life

Some people just bug me and I'm sorry if i show that you bug me.
I love my family very much and would not change anyone of them for the world. well until i start a family of my own. The only way I'm going to do that is if i get out of this house. How is that possible when no one will hire me so i cant get a job cant pay for college rrrr.

I hate when everyone is like you need to go to college or get a job. they need to realize its not that easy i apply for jobs almost everyday and still nothing i don't know what to do anymore. I'm almost 19 and still bumming of my parents.

It is almost Christmas time!!! I love the spirt of Christmas and what it stands for. I love shopping for other people and watching them open the gifts Christmas day. Of course i love getting gift to but i love giving them more. I have this little book that i love to read about are saviors birth. it is amazing. We put are Christmas tree up on Saturday and it is Pretty.only 23 more days.

My nephew Mike is getting so big is 7 month old and is the happiest baby i have ever seen, he is crawling everywhere now i swear I'm always telling him no or mike stop now days. My other nephew that was born this year is about 4 month old and so cute he is starting to role over ooo.
I love my nesis and nephews.