boys or men i miss him

So i have a problem i miss my ex but i don't even know why we went on one date then had a distant relationship and for some reason know i am missing him and i cant even be friend of suggest it because i don't have his number anymore. :( If only there was a way i could look u past calls to get his number i don't even know why i miss him i just do. i just had to get that out.\

The tree of life

Some people just bug me and I'm sorry if i show that you bug me.
I love my family very much and would not change anyone of them for the world. well until i start a family of my own. The only way I'm going to do that is if i get out of this house. How is that possible when no one will hire me so i cant get a job cant pay for college rrrr.

I hate when everyone is like you need to go to college or get a job. they need to realize its not that easy i apply for jobs almost everyday and still nothing i don't know what to do anymore. I'm almost 19 and still bumming of my parents.

It is almost Christmas time!!! I love the spirt of Christmas and what it stands for. I love shopping for other people and watching them open the gifts Christmas day. Of course i love getting gift to but i love giving them more. I have this little book that i love to read about are saviors birth. it is amazing. We put are Christmas tree up on Saturday and it is Pretty.only 23 more days.

My nephew Mike is getting so big is 7 month old and is the happiest baby i have ever seen, he is crawling everywhere now i swear I'm always telling him no or mike stop now days. My other nephew that was born this year is about 4 month old and so cute he is starting to role over ooo.
I love my nesis and nephews.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

OK so i have not written here for a while. So much has been going on. I still don't have a stupid job but i am looking. i just hate being let done, and interviews suck.. I'm going back to school fro medical assisting so i hope i like it. My brother and sister in law have FINALLY moved out. I love them to death but they need there own place and it is about time. they have been fixing up my grandpas house and it looks so good i cant believe they let it go so long. i have decided that i don't really have a life to blog about i sit at home cleaning making sock monkeys or playing on the computer fun fun. There is nothing to do in tooele and that is why i need a job so that i can leave i think i want to go to snow for next fall but i'm not sure. What i really want is to find that guy and get married lol so there for i need to get out.

Christmas is coming and I'm way excited. Black Friday is when i do all my shopping people may think I'm crazy but i love it, Buy gifts for other people is so fun. I love on Christmas morning watching them open it. ( i love opening gifts to but who wouldn't) and Christmas always means that my birthday is close and that makes me even more happy.

My nephew is so cute he just learned how to crawl and it is the cutest thing ever. They just moved out of my house so when i went to go get them today he was so happy to see me and kept hugging me i love that little boy. I love all my neases and nephews they are awesome.

Well that is all that i can think about. till something more exciting comes up.

EMMA

CAMPING

so i learned this new pic thing and i LOVE IT!!! i have to take more pictures just because i have already ran out of them to do if you understand that lol.

well i went camping over the weekend it wa so fun the pic are up above that is also the program i was talking about lol

well thats about it

DENTIST lol

Hello! So i went the dentist on Monday expecting just a new cap and a small cavity fixed but no they had to numb me twice and give me two caps and the temp is just one piece and it is bugging my mouth really bad they better hurry and get my permanent caps in fast...
I went and saw the time travelers wife with my sister it was way good except we had to watch it in the small theater at the Ritz they should just get ride of the small one or shrink the big theater a little to make the little one bigger it has like four seats across that's how small it is.My parents got back from Cali yesterday and brought us some yummy snacks :)
The other day at about midnight i wanted some spicy Cheetos real bad but i got some the next day and was satisfied. I get to go work at the dental clinic tomorow i lke working there the dentist is really nice they should all be girls. O, i got new scrubs that are really cute i cant wait to have a job so i can buys some more lol

life after graduation

OK now i know what i want to right about. I hate when people act like there one of your best friends when you have only hung out with them like twice over the past 6 years i may have grew up with them but when they start acting like they are better then me and stuff it pisses me off.
Today start when all my friends are leaving me in tooele to go to college i wish i could leave to but this stupid economy i don't have a job or any money to even think about going yet i know i just became a dental assistant but where the h*** do i find a job if anyone knows of a dentist that is hiring please let me know

Starting a blog

Hello! I decided to start a blog. I dont spell that well and i don't care if you don't like it then don't read it. That is all for today but more latter